Sunday, December 25, 2005
8:02 PM
So christmas is normally my favorite time of year. The food, the friends, the family, and not to mention, the presents. This year, however, seems to be the complete opposite. Not that it wasn't fun, don't get me wrong, I got great presents from my family and so far hanging out with my friends has been a blast. I haven't seen alot of my friends yet, but I have seen a few that I was sooo happy to see. It seems that my holidays have been lacking that certain spirit. I don't know what it is. Well, I do know what it is, but had that thing never happened (a certain occurance with my best friend that made me not-so-happy) I probably would have been in the same dumpy mood. Today was the Loeffelbein/Bahenski family christmas and as usual it sucked. Everyone in that entire family looks like they should be on the cover of some pop magizine. It physically makes me ill. Tiffany is the most beautiful person i have ever seen and she's nice to boot. Supper was excruciatingly awkward. No one said a word. We all just sat there in my Aunt's freezing basement eating our mushy corn-like substance and interesting looking salad. After that I sat with the old people while my beautiful cousins sat and talked about their perfect lives. They all wear expensive clothes and my cousin Dusty's dad just bought a new hummer. ew. Dusty is nice, but his good looks intimidate me and make me feel like shit. I haven't been to my Aunt's house for several years. Everyone had grown up so much. Dusty's little brother, Devon, is like a little stud these days. He has long blond hair and he plays the drums. He's gonna be a heart breaker. And my little cousin Mitchell has SIDEBURNS!! Kids these days... So i've decided just to lie to myself about the whole my best friend is a jerk scene and try to get over it. Its really hard, though. He's my best friend. What an ass. Oh well. Happy Holidays, all!