Sunday, April 23, 2006
6:29 PM
i hate my job
i hate stupid people
i hate impatient people
i hate people who always think they are right
i hate people who hurt me i hate my co-workers
i hate the way she leaves me up at the desk to do everything
i hate the way my hands are shaking right now
i hate the way my eyes are filling with tears while i'm at the front desk infront of everyone
i hate that i have no one to comfort me
i hate that the only people who care are in a foreign country and in kearney with new, more interesting friends
i hate how people seem to really care about you one day and then completely ignore you the next
i hate being alone
i hate wearing a false smile
i hate wearing long sleeves
i hate not being who i am because i'm afraid no one is going to like what's really inside
i hate how i cant tell anyone anything not even my deepest secret
i hate how my roomate knows and tells her friends
i hate how they laugh about it
i hate it
i hate how i let things bother me
i hate how i let people dig underneath my skin to where it truely hurts
i hate how they enjoy it
i hate everything about my life right now