Thursday, September 28, 2006
11:25 PM

So...while most people work...i doodle. i need a new job. desperately. i don't like helping people. i know that sounds bad, but it's true. i don't have the patience for it. i doubt i ever will. my boss got into a fight this weekend. he broke his hand and cut his lip. i thought it was hot. i was talking to him today about people, and how maybe it's just me that doesn't get it and he said, "No, don't change." the way he said it, i could tell he really meant it. i've spent all my life wishing i was someone else. thinking about it, wanting, wishing and praying for it, and yet, right then, i was okay with what i am. no one has ever told me to stay who i am. maybe that's why i've never been happy with what i am, whatever it is.
So, thanks, Nate. You may not be the wisest person in the world and you may not be as smart as some people I know, but you know just what to say. A few people out there could take a lesson or two from you.