Saturday, September 30, 2006
9:02 PM
So Kayla was here and is gone again. It's weird how sometimes things just seem exactly the same. I'm sad she's gone again. I haven't laughed so hard since she moved. I know that i'll make other friends, but I also know that it just won't be the same. I couldn't believe just how much fun we had. To be honest, I was expecting kind of an awkward day, but it wasn't. I almost wish that it had gone badly. That way it wouldn't be so hard saying goodbye again.
I used to never understand why she hated her parents so much. Now I do. I'm so thankfull to have parents like I do. A father that loves me and would do anything in the world to save me. I'm really lucky. Not all people have that.
But I hate that she has to go again. I know i'll see her again, that's not the point. I miss being roomates and being able to be really stupid and have strange jokes that no one really gets and going shopping and being loud, and laughing over every little thing. Every best friend i've had has left me in some way. I'm tired of being left behind. Don't leave me behind.