Tuesday, October 24, 2006
9:35 PM
I have a nice apartment. It's nice and clean, currently. I cleaned it yesterday, its really quite cute when it's clean. I realized though, just how girly it is. I have a girly apartment. It looks girly, it smells girly, I would even venture to say that it probably tastes girly, too. There's just something missing from it. I just want to know what it feels like to watch a movie with a friend in my apartment. I have never done that. Not here. Kayla came over once to help me pack and a movie was playing, but it's not the same. This apartment deserves chatter and laughs, I want to cook a nice dinner for someone or have friends over for a board game or something like that. It's soo hard though, trying to make good friends like that when you live by yourself and didn't take the time to meet anyone last year. I don't like anybody from any of my classes and the people from work are nice, but they're either older than me and have their own friends, or they are from Lincoln so all of their friends are still here with them. I wish I could find a group of people like me. Nice people, with no friends. Yep, nice people with no friends, that's all I ask.