Friday, November 10, 2006
8:52 AM
Oprah pretty much solved all my problems yesterday. I felt really good about my family and how lucky I am to have the parents that I do. I guess for a long time I had the naive impression that all families are like mine, but they aren't. Sooo many people have divorced parents or parents that fight or abuse their children or substances and some have several combinations of them. I've spent a good portion of this semester feeling lame and sorry for myself, when it hasn't even been worth it. So, now I guess it's just time to move on.
I've been having dreams lately. Always about the same 2 people. Although they're never in the dreams together and the dreams are not related. I dream about Maggie. Sometime's it's One-Act and speech. Once, it was our trip to Sydney with Steph and Kayla. Guilt. It's a funny thing. I miss a lot of things from high school...i also do NOT miss a lot of things from LCH. But, I miss maggie and reid. Oh well, i guess everyone fucks something up sometimes. I wish it hadn't been them though.
And the other person is in the type of dream that is soooooo good. So good that when you wake up you close your eyes as fast as possible with the hopes that you'll be back in your dream. I never am, of course, and then i'm bummed because I realize that it is, just that, a dream.
OH! and i saw ANDY!!! For those of you who don't know who Andy is, Andy was my favorite person at Target. We bonded over the fact that neither of us had a clue as to how to use the little hand scanner thing. We just looked at each other like "do you get it?....uh...me either..." until finally when our managers were talking to each other I actually asked him and we both laughed because when our managers asked us if we got it we both confidently said..."YEP!" we laughed and walked away. He's soo much fun. I feel like a perv though, because he's a year younger than I am but he is soooooo hot. He must have done weightlifting in high school because he's like, ripped. He's amazing. I saw him as I was leaving French. My exact words were..."ANDY??!!" Yeah, it was wonderful....sigh.....he lives in neihardt, majoring in spanish. how cute. Oh well, I guess i'll have to stick to my dream boy for now.