Wednesday, December 06, 2006
9:18 AM
Well, it's Wednesday, which mean tomorrow is PayDay(Woo!), and that there are only 3 days of school left. Thank God, it's almost over. What a wretched semester it's been. The past month or so, has been good, I just wish I hadn't fucked things over in my classes earlier in the semester. Welp, Lesson Learned, I guess. If it took a half of semester of regret and guilt to finally teach me the values and importance of actually going to class and participating, then I suppose It's worth it. I can be such the dumbass sometimes.
In other news, my parents may be coming to Lincoln this weekend. Man, I hope they buy me stuff. It's been pretty tight around the Loeffelbein household lately. Fucking credit card. I never thought I would be one to have/use a credit card and not be able to pay. Now, i'm not thousands of dollars in debt, only about 100, but my mom gets the bill and I have to sit through a 20 minute lecture about high interest rates. The only reason I used the card was because I didn't have enough money to buy fucking groceries. And, well, other things, not so important as groceries, but, oh well. She's going to flip when she sees that the bill is now $112, rather than the $30 that was recently billed to her. Great. Merry Christmas.
Sunday there is a local concert in town. I might go. I haven't really decided yet. I want to. But I don't think he really wants me to go. I don't like going places where I'm not really welcomed. I don't know. Maybe he does. I doubt it. I'm just getting in his way of finding 'hot chicks.'
I'm so excited for Christmas Break. Although, I feel like i'm going to get all these ideas in my head of all of us getting together for game nights and movie nights and a christmas/new years party and i'm going to get home and nothing will happen. I won't see anyone, talk to anyone, and then the minute I go back to lincoln, everyone will get together and have a great time. That's what always happens to me. Dane Cook did a skit where a group of friends always have that one friend that everyone keeps around just so that they can hate them. I think I may be that person. When I was listening to it, I was like, huh, I don't think we have one of those. That was when he told me that if I was thinking that then I was that person. Dang. That sucks. I feel like I've tried to be a good person, lately. It makes sense though, I really COULD be that person. I mean, there's no one else I can think of. And no one but steph has posted on the blog about vacation plans. They're going to wait until after christmas to make plans. Damn it. Why do thinks suck so much?
Oh, well, i'm going to try to not think about that and try to enjoy my vacation. Anyway, I'm off to go to work to see if I can fix my schedule.