Monday, January 08, 2007
8:31 PM
First day back to class. Can't say it was horrible. Can't say it was
wonderful, either. Geology is going to kill me. It's at 8:30 in the morning, my teacher is
ridiculously monotoned, the seats are comfy, and it's a dimmed room. It's like they're asking me to bring a pillow to class and have a nice nap. But other than that my other classes seem fine. Tomorrow is ceramics. I'm scared. I've never really worked in 3-D with art. I'm more of a computer or sketching type of girl. Oh well. I have to learn I guess, if i'm going to minor in Art. Who knows. Maybe i'll like it. I really hope so. Somedays, though, I would give nothing more than to be that person that is gifted in math and science. I really enjoy science, i'm just horrible at it. And math is just really hard for me. I wish it wasn't. I wish I could get some boring desk job crunching numbers, but I'd never be fully satisfied with that. I should just give in and be an english teacher. Or, english and foreign language teacher. I LOVE languages. I love it. I wish I was in french 102. I really do. And spanish. I miss spanish so much. I wish I could get a job being like a translator for something or something like that. Like a written translator not necessarily verbal. That seems like it would have too much pressure. Or I really should just teach it. But I really don't like high school kids and i'm only 20 years old. How am I going to feel about them when i'm 30? Oh who knows. Damn the future anyway. Maybe we'll all get floated away from global warming before I even have to worry about a career. My, that's a dim outlook on life.