Saturday, July 14, 2007
10:08 PM
TaDa! New Blog Skin. It's....okay? Oh well, it'll do for now. I needed change desperately. In other news, my Dad is in the hospital. I'm really really scared. My dad means the world to me. I'm his little girl and I'm not ready to let that go away. They're not sure what's wrong for sure, they've found some spots on his heart and they're doing a biopsy tomorrow to find out what it is. Then it's a long 2-3 days later before we actually know what's wrong. It's a weird feeling when a situation like this comes up and you don't believe in a God to pray to. To realize that there's nothing you can do is a strange feeling. It's the first time since discovering atheism, that I've ever felt the need to pray, and now I don't know what to do. I guess the only thing I can do is have faith in my dad and the doctors helping him and hope for the best. But I'm not going to stop any of you believers out there from praying for him...just in case I'm wrong about God. :]