Saturday, October 13, 2007
9:08 PM
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggghhhhhhhhhhhhh....i am SOOOO co-dependant. it makes me sick. i really dislike being alone for too long. now, don't get me wrong, i DO enjoy some quality charley-time and i like to have some time alone be be all girlie and do things like pluck my eyebrows or exfoliate or try new hair styles but after that i'm ready for people. i even get bored when nick locks himself in his room to play xbox for hours on end. IT DRIVES ME NUTS! at least play in the living room so i can watch and be around humans. i end up just walking around the apartment cleaning things or organizing something or moving furniture. i'm completely insane like that. and i can't just do nothing, either. i have to be painting or writing or sketching or knitting or cleaning or painting my tonails or reading or playing the piano or organizing or SOMETHING. i think that's why i get bored so easily. needing to do something all the time requires a lot of things to do and when i run out i'm completely fucked. like now. i just get so restless. i need to move. to walk. to run. to skip. to swing. to talk. to laugh. to do SOMETHING!