Thursday, September 25, 2008
6:47 PM
ok. so. my hamster died yesterday. and the same day. i found out that my dad is really really sick. he became so sick he couldn't recognize my mom. and was virtually unresponsive. shit. god fucking damn it. you know. a couple of weeks ago. he was walking. WALKING. my life was coming back together. we were well on our way to having someone to walk me down the aisle. and now. i'm back. back to the beginning. on the same floor as we were last july. when everything changed. and you know, that hamster had been through it ALL with me. i'm gonna miss him. my chubby bunnie. rest in peace little guy.